They taste fabulous and are dairy free. 9.30.2008
Chocolate Chip Cookies
They taste fabulous and are dairy free. 9.29.2008
Just Read: Heart Shaped Box
How did I pick up this treasure - Heart Shaped Box - not exactly sure. I think I was in Stephen King mode but without wanting to actually pick up Stephen King.
9.26.2008
Vaux's Swifts
Unsend
9.25.2008
Privacy
- There are some things that are none or your business.
- There are some things that you don't need to know about, it doesn't matter how curious you are about them.
- It doesn't matter how much you are obsessed and even stressed about some things, you don't have to know everything about everything and everyone.
- There are some things better left in the past.
These are difficult things to come to term with live with when you are a middle child, like I am.
9.24.2008
Just Watched: Arctic Tale
9.23.2008
Small Changes

It doesn't really look like that big of a change, but it is if you saw it in person. The highlights which started out as an accent on my natural color, eventually took over without my realizing it. People would refer to "the blonde" and I wouldn't know who they were talking about - it was me.
That's, I guess, sort of been the story of my life lately. Ordinary routine has settled in without my realzing it and taken over. Its a work in process, but I'm going to change things up. I'm going to make things better, for me, which in turn has to equal out to better for those around me.
I possess happy today. I'm going to wallow in it and embrace it and 'be' in it while I'm here. I know someday (or hour) soon, it may slip away, if only momentarily. There's no reason not to be the grasshopper and the ant - a new hybrid. I'm going to strike a balance.
Wish me luck.
9.22.2008
Just Read: Eat, Pray, Love
I'd heard about this book a lot since it first came out and just didn't pay that much attention. My sister-in-law was reading it this last winter and said it was a fantastic read. So, it was sort of pulled to the front of my brain. I finally decided to jump on the band wagon and read it too.
One woman's journey to find herself. She's taken a year to do this. She's spent 4 months in Italy, 4 months in an Ashram in India and 4 months in Bali. She wrestles with her inner thoughts and puts leashes on her personal demons. She seems to truly find herself. To me, it seems like the ultimate form of ME ME ME. Which, by the way, I wholly endorse. She has no children, is running from significant others who aren't healthy for her and somehow has enough money to sustain herself while she does this year of personal discovery. I think that if I had those personal liberties, I would do something similar. One big breath of fresh air and a mental, psychological and spiritual reboot. How can you argue with wanting a fresh start, a clear head, a brand spankin' new clean slate. It sounds great in so many ways, at least to me. Fortunately I had a fab Mister and some debts to keep me grounded or I'd most likely be outta here.
I'm probably the only person who took 6 months to read this book, but my advice to you is Read It. Oh, read it, read it, read it. It didn't take me forever to read it because it was uninteresting or bad writing. I had just gotten myself out of a reading phase. You know? Do you do that, read in phases? Anyway, its lovely and inspirational and maybe its just my current frame of mind, but it gave me hope about life and finding my path wherever that may lead. It made me want to eat cheese and live in an ashram and swim in tropical waters.
I'd love to know if you've already read it, what your thoughts were on it. And.. if you pick it up if you end up liking it.
9.20.2008
Me and my Mister
September 20 will be our 5 year anniversary. Five years ago I met this amazing man who puts up with my insanity and kookiness and I adore him so very much.9.19.2008
Looking for Snippets of Joy
- Wine. Wine will be an integral part of my weekend.
- I actually have my toenails painted. I'm not saying its a great job, but painted nonetheless and from a distance, they look fine.
- Its Friday. WhooHoo!!
- Husband.
- Harley.
- A slow real estate market. Yes, I'm happy for that right now so I can learn it without being too pressured.
- Cool weather. I love it. I can put on something long sleeved and cozy.
- You. Yes, you. I am joyous about You.
- ...more as it comes to me during the day...
- Popcorn. I really do like popcorn.
the long haul ~ edition XXII
my soul and heart are already out there, soaring, my body will sit in a chair at a desk in front of a computer next to a phone always moments away from fulfilling someone else's dreams and aspirations and needs. mine remain in my head and heart, for now. 9.18.2008
Ramblings on a difficult day
I realize that sort of life for a human would most likely end in homelessness and dreadlocks and possibly body odor too. Hence its not what I’ve chosen, thus far.
I am in transition. I am in dire need of a reboot, a sabbatical. I need to be taken care of financially for a while so I can readjust and re-enter the world of productive humans. My mind is foggy, my energy non-existent, I have no focus, I have no desire and I am fast deciding I don’t much care.
Would I feel this way if I didn’t know I was 40? If the concept of years and counting them didn’t exist, would I be in the midst of this pre-midlife crisis?
Short of winning the lottery, I’ll be here. Blank stare, wrinkled clothing, eye-liner amiss.9.17.2008
Just Watched: Chocolat
I know, its an older movie, but Mister, it seems, hadn't seen it. Besides, its worth seeing again. What a great message this movie has - love each other. That's the message I took away this time. And!! Juliette Binoche and Johnny Depp - *love* them.9.15.2008
Vacation: Quick Synopsis Deux
The famous Face Rock in Bandon.
Seals at the beach, sunning themselves as Mister and I strolled languidly enjoying each other and the beautiful day.
The rippling sand at dusk in Gold Beach...
Beach grass...
A seagull. His name could have been Sam or Ivan, not sure which.
Mister and I, relaxing. Its a rarity, believe it or not.
Ahh, glorious photos of the sun setting. Another rarity around this blog!!!
You see, because even though the look VERY similar, most of my pics are sun*rise*.
And last but not least, a little squirrel at Crater Lake, gnawing away at a seed or nut or something breakfasty.

Those are the fill in photos from our recent travels. I had like 14 of the sun setting, but, figured you'd had enough of that.....for now.
9.12.2008
Oy, I do love to cook
He knows he's been spotted and photographed. Time to turn on the *real* cuteness.
A technique

Do you dislike cleaning up the kitchen after baking as much as I do?
9.11.2008
9/11
9.10.2008
Vacation: Quick Synopsis
Harley gave us the sad face all morning while we packed for our trip. How pathetic does he look!! Then after a couple hours of running under foot and jumping in and out of cars and bags, he took off and hid. Poor little dude.
He survived.
So, our week of vacation was a driving trip. It seems less expensive than getting on an airplane and going for something more tropical, plus, we have wonderful things to see and do right here in this beautiful place we live.
The basics, a couple days w/my brother, a couple days on the south coast, a day at Crater Lake, a few days camping with family then home. All-in-all *nice*.
We started out on the coast, stayed with my brother and his new wife for a couple nights. Always great to hang with them. We hiked in the dunes, ate great food and I slept a lot, still getting over my horrendous could at that point, and well for days on end during our vacation too. On our way out of town, we stopped at the lovely Bandon, walked around, dreamed about the fudge, walked on the beach, ate grapes and cantaloup and potato chips. Yummy - road trip food.
We stopped at a couple places on the road to Gold Beach, which was our destination for the night. Cape Blanco - We wanted to check out the light house, but we were there on one of the only days each week they are closed. This is a close as we got to it. Its the tiny building just to the left of the sign on the horizon. Trust me, its there.
We hung out in Gold Beach that night and the next morning, we took a jet boat tour up the Rogue River. Wow! We live in such a great place, I can't imagine living anywhere else. The boat driver was fun and most of the passengers were in good moods, just wanting to have fun. The weather was amazing and the cool splashes from the river very welcome.
I highly recommend the jet boat adventure if you find yourself in that neck of the woods.
River paddlers.
Bears.
This bear was, fortunately for us and unfortunately for him, just a bit too people friendly. He hung out on the bank then climbed on the rock just feet from the rafts, looking for a handout. He'll most likely have to be relocated as his friendliness will get him into trouble with backpackers and campers. Its too bad.
Bald eagle, our nations bird. Sorry, its blurry, we were on a boat in the river when the pic was taken.
Before we left on our trip, we tried to book a room at the Crater Lake Lodge. The lodge was completely booked. So each day of our trip, we would call and ask if they had any cancellations, not really thinking we'd score, but we did. We got a teensy tiny room in the amazing lodge, spent way too much money for the amount of time we stayed there, but, the shower was hot and the sky and all the stars were practically within reach. Really a place to see at least once in a life time. We hope to make it back next year, maybe??


The deepest lake in the U.S and 7th in the world?? I am pretty sure it is.
9.09.2008
Wishy washy much and the banana outfit
9.08.2008
The weekend - encapsulated - pinto beans

PS - More often than not, I do get up, walk the 5 feet and get the photo. Just sayin'
9.05.2008
Today
- The alarm went off at an elevated volume level - not a great way to start the day
- Its Friday, so quite casual in the clothing - stopped just short of the flip-flops
- Breakfast was the powder at the bottom of the cereal bag - cause that's all I could find
- Yes, I do love Cilantro - why its also called Coriander I couldn't say. Maybe if I actually read the Wiki-link, I'd know. Nah, I'll leave that up to you.
- Talked with gal pal from the Bay area - she's so great, always makes me laugh. Negated all the bad vibes from the blaring alarm.
- I realized I'm part way through 4 different books - one day I hope to finish them.
- Random photo of the day - me in the Caymans, nigh on 5 years ago.
- Well, its early, that's all I've got - more later maybe, as the day progresses.
- 9:40AM: I am making this chocolate cake as cupcakes this weekend. I haven't made it before, but my sister says its to die for. I need a thank you for my parking lot attendant who changed a flat tire. Homemade chocolate cupcakes seem appropriate.





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